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Wooah!
Finally done with chinese MYE.
phew:)
But before the exam was damn funny
Adeline was reading her chinese guidebook when she suddenly asked this:
Adeline: Eh, what if I write too much in the letter writing?
Me: Ask for another paper la-.-
Adeline: But I scared pai seh!!!!
Rachel: won't de la
Adeline: If you were me, would you ask?
Rachel: I write letter also wont write until 2 pages de

LOLS! Rachel so funny! I dunno why but I kept laughing at her comment. Then Juliana kept looking at me with the -.- look. And I looked at her and stop immediately and she laughed instead. LOL!
But what Rachel said was true uhh. I also wont write until so long so ask what shit?
Exam was...OKAY. Comprehension was hardhardhard and I think i totally wrote out of point for compo
But its over, no use thinking about it
Like what Brenda would say;
FAIL THEN FAIL LA!
LOLSxD
Went to AMK with Fadzhana and Brenda cos Brenda wanted to buy her earrings.
Went to 77th street to buy this smallsmall pair of earrings
then I dragged the both of them to buy bubble tea since I was SUPER Thirsty:)
Ms Eugenia then picked us up there and we went to her place for tuition
Her two sons Owen and Ian were in the car too
SO CUTE!!!! but also very hyper
Tuiton-ed physics there and saw Bridget's brother, Nick.
Didn't know what his name was at first and Bren and him dint want to tell me
so everytime I wanted to ask him a question, I had to keep calling him "Boy ah"
and he's super smart can?
Me: boy ah, how to explain this question?
Nick: Due to inertia, when the car hits the wall, the driver will be flung into the dashboard. with the seatbelt, the driver will be secured tightly, thus preventing him from flinging into the dashboard, causing chest injuries.
Me:*Pause for a while* HAR?!!

Smart one lor! It's okay, I not dumb.
Brenda would laugh at this. Just this funny thing that someone said so Im re-saying it.
ENGLISH THIS FRIDAY.
SHIT D:
Gotta study for it. So I guess that's all
BYE:D
Seriously, who studies for english? -.-"


I thought we had it all...But alas, we were never meant to be

我该长大了吧
哭 都哭过了
眼泪都干了
该面对事实
你永远都不会属于我的

感恩的心

感谢有你

伴我一生

让我有勇气做我自己

感谢命运

花开花落

我依然珍惜

Hope I pass chinese mid-year:D
Horrible at chinese compos. Bleh.
Went to Brenda's house last friday for fun
Her dog, Coco, so "CUTE"
Keep barking at me, then jumping and barking at me.
Luckily I was wearing skirt, or sure scratch me like siao
chatted with Aloysius on MSN through Brenda's computor.

I want to be someone special says:
He now damn cold to her lor
[___xealph] says:
he dont hate ppl for nothing also
I want to be someone special says:
I see liao also xin tong you know.
I want to be someone special says:
just like Florence Nightingale liddat, so caring for her friends
[___xealph] says:
enough okay...
[___xealph] says:
You Florence Nightingale, Im God.
I want to be someone special says:
Wth, so bad!
[___xealph] says:
So anything else?
I want to be someone special says:
YOU BROKE MY HEART!!!! T.T
I want to be someone special:
MEND IT! SINCE YOU'RE GOD!
I want to be someone special says:
I sure get heart attack one lor
[___xealph] says:
someone with high esteem wont be affected so easily lor and obviously, you're bullshiting now get back to the topic
I want to be someone special says:
Evil shall not prevail
I want to be someone special says:
*Sits in a corner and cry*
I want to be someone special says:
Ya hor, what topic???
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Crapped alot la. alotalotalot
anw, Went for british council today.
was supposed to pon but Clarisse never come
So I bo bian have to go tuition. T.T
So had to sit alone in class. bleh.
got to study for Chinese mid years, so BYE:D

Went to J8 with Brenda today:D
Dunno why we had to go all the way to bishan instead of AMK
asked Brenda why and she muttered vaguely about it being nearer
and I was like, I thought AMK hub nearer?-.-
LOLS:D
anyway, had to carry the boards
and they were so BIG!
Regretted going all "OKAY!" when asked to buy the boards.
And you know what's worse?
HAVE TO CARRY HOME!
Very zuo dang lor
kena go up the bus cannot squeeze through the door-.-
So pai seh
Walked around J8 for a while before taking bus 13 to the interchange
while Brenda rushed to her ceramics class:D
Waited for Fadzhana to finish her English Class at the interchange
Omgosh, freaking global warming. SO HOT!
Somemore I sitting under the sun for almost half an hour waiting for
HER MAJESTY MISS FADZHANA
Took my chinese out to study:D
So guai right?
But couldn't learn anything since it was so hot-.-
All that went through my mind was "hothothothothot"
then 5 mins later it was "veryhotveryhotveryhot"
DEHYDRATION!
TOMORROW GOT CHINESE LETTER WRITING COMMON TEST!!! AHHH!!!
That's all for today, I guess.BYE;D

My brother's a pig:D
Mom bought a BIG BIG tub of grass jelly and put inside the fridge
1st day: Full tub
2nd day: Half empty-.-
So I was like "Pigpigpigpig" to him
and he was like "roarroarroarroar" to me
haha, so lame -.-
Anyway, I have to say sorry to Brenda for acting so emo today
Wasn't feeling hyper. So Sorry:D
And to Fadzhana, SORRY for making you worryXD
Was quite sick today morning,
Somemore raining so heavily this morning-.-
Luckily, dad offered to drive me to school
or my hair would be like one clump of -.-
BLEUH XD
Then during first period, I was having[flu;cough;slight fever]
somemore chinese class air-con
Brenda and Kathy tried cheering me up
But FAILED-.-
Was still feeling emo during chem:/
Budden Brenda was feeling even worse so tried cheering her up instead:DD
I wrote ANGEL on this sticker and paste on my face
and Brenda laughed and laughed
She even took picture of my retardedness;D
So BIANTAI~
LOLSXD
physics next:D
Adeline got 39/40 for the test
and I was like, WOOAH, so smart
But Juliana got 39/40 JUST ONE MORE MARK!!!
But 39 good liao
I get this type of marks I very happy liao:D
OMGosh, sound so desperate and patheticXD

How did it ended up like this?
We were friends
BEST FRIENDS
we had so many memories together
memories that are hard to forget, no matter how much I tried.
for 6 years we've been friends
don't you even think about the times we had together?
As I laughed along with my other friends,
the feeling of wanting you beside me, laughing, joking and even being lame
is just so overwhelming
How?
How is this possible?
Why?
Why did this happen?
What?
What happened to us?
I know I didn't play my part as a friend
I know I was being just so self-conceited
I know I was wrong
But you didn't give me a chance to apologise
all I wanted to say from the start was just a simple "Sorry"
but the word flew out of my mouth as fast as it came
I missed those times we had.
I really do.
Can we bring last-time back again?
I really dont want us to end up like this
eversince we were split into different classes,
you changed
I guess our Friendship-Forever was just 7 years
I miss you
can't you tell?
we could even walk past each other at the corridor and won't even acknowledge the other
it pains me to just walk past you without saying hi
To think that you're having fun with your other friends
and I'm not there to share the laughters and joys
You asked me why I cried duing TC period
Rabiah tried to tell you but you couldn't be bothered to listen
I realised,
We could be friends,
but never best friends









I'm sorry

偏心 你真偏心

感情为何你从不提

是什么原因爱会有距离

我的耳朵只想听你说话

我的眼睛容不下粒沙

我的妒忌闷的没有道理

见到你快乐我才能宽心

只要你开口我都会附议

但是你却没有对我表态自勇气

某非是我自作多情

As I walked and raindrops fall on my shoes, The feeling of wanting you next to me is overwhelming.


I'm not emo. Just testing my chinese and english writing skills ._.

I hate you
Why cant you just shut that BIG mouth of yours?
The council was non of your buisness.
Neither was my conversation with Brenda.
You listening to our conversation was bad enough
but you had to open that BIG FAT TRAP of yours and tell almost everyone.
I would have shouted at you right in front of everyone in the hall if it wasn't for Brenda, Fadzhana and Darren holding me back.
I would have told Neelesh and he would also have shouted at you if Brenda hadn't told me to not tell it to Neelesh.
You are just this gossip Bastard who cant keep his mouth shut.
The sight of you irks me.


Uneventful day again. Except got angry with this guy who sit next to me in English. Hate him. Hate him. Would have shouted at him in the hall during assembly if Bren, Fadzhana and Darren hadn't been holding me back. English was fun, for once today. Cos I kept laughing cos Aloysius said something when I took Steven's pencil case and for some strange reason, I just kept laughing and when Ms Ng asked me a question, I just kept on laughing, and laughing and laughing.
But in the end, Brenda, Aloysius and Steven couldn't help it and they started laughing because I was laughing. It was seriously damn funny la! Dont know why but it was seriously seriously funny.
I dunno why but I find this post in broken english. Like all the sentences dont link.
Nehmind. Point form is good.
So anyway, was walking back home when my cousin, Audrey called and asked if I wanted to go Pizza Hut with her and Melissa. So met her at Dhoby Ghuat interchange and went to Vivo City just to eat. But ended up eating Swensens instead since We couldn't find a pizza hut. LOL ._. Played around with the food and Melissa shouted at me to eat my food or else they'll leave me playing with it and let me foot the bill. So evil right? so I got my revenge by throwing a french fry at her. MUHAHAHA, beware the wrath of me.
walked around a little, got lost as usual, ended up at the rooftop and started being childish and splashing water at each other. And then we got so damn wet and when we got back into the mall, we felt so damn cold la! Went to the NIKE shop and Melissa bought a wallet. Lame lor, went to a nike shop just to buy wallet. walked around till about 7.15pm and called my mom asking her to pick me.
In the end, my dad came to pick me and 顺便 pick Audrey and Melissa up. Reached home at about 8.30pm and studied for test. Acutally, no. Cos I'm blogging this. LOL!
Okay, have to study alrdy or sure die.

You think scold ppl so shiok is it?
I didnt even do anything wrong!
You were the heartless bastard that broke her heart
Do you know how much tears she had shed over you?
How many nights she has gone without sleeping just thinking about you?
How much pain she suffered?
She even cut herself just to release the pain she felt.
Was I wrong to say that you were one bastard?
You're so heartless I cant believe I was even friends with you.
I cant believe I actually missed all the memories we had with you and her.
You never really had a heart did you?
How can you do this to her? She loved you soo much
and yet this is what you did to her.
WHAT IS YOUR F**KING PROBELM??
Eileen asked you why you broke with her and you said "I like what."
Did you really loved her?
I cant believe you.
She should have listened to other ppl who said that you were a worthless bastard.
They were right.
You are one.
NG JIAN SHENG, READ THIS:
YOU ARE A FUCKING WORTHLESS HEARTLESS BASTARD.

Took pictures with Adeline last Monday during POA. Was a little outdated la, blame Adeline
took it in the toilet. Haha, Steven saw this and was like, WTH?!
.my face looked weirded out o.O




Had POA again yesterday. Hate it. Hate it. Hate it. So boring la! Went to the toilet halfway and dragged Fadzhana with me and both of us walked around the school, trying to waste time. LOL. Purposely went to the bio lab and we were actually planning to shout "BRENDA!" At the top of our voices but when we walked past the lab, it was like total chaos la. So in the end, Fadzhana and me didn't get to shout Brenda's name and make her pai seh. Damn sadded. Went back into the classroom like 20mins later and Shawn Lek was like "How come you guys go so long?" LOL.
Stupid teacher only realised us when it was raining heavily. Fadzhana and I didnt have any umbrella so we walked to the bio lab and waited for Brenda, hoping she has an umbrella. Clowned around in front of the bio lab in this chronological order.
1) Walked past bio lab
2) Pushed Fadzhana towards the lab making her scream
3) both of us quickly ran away before the teacher sees us
4) came back again and I made Fadzhana scream again
5) Quickly ran to the shine centre.
6) Met Steven, Acus and Yu Her
7) Made Steven follow us to bio lab to disturb the bio ppl.
8) Sadly, the bio ppl were dismissed.

So sad la, or else I would have made Steven shout "BRENDA!" At the top of his voice.
Okay, that was yesterday. Today was damn CRAP. Was already in a bad mood during English cos Ms Ng was pissing me off. Of all the ppl in the class she had to pick on ME. ME. ME. ME alone. Glared at her and told Asraf that I hated the sight of her face and I think she heard me. shitted. Turned behind and bitched about her to Steven and all he had to say was "She's a bloody bitch, just dont care about her la."
Anyway, Asraf got so damn horny during English class all because he heard the word "Irresistable" and he started saying that to me and I was all "Dont get me turned on, Asraf." and then I went all "Is it you, or is the weather getting hotter?" Damn FUNNY la! Steven was looking at us with this weird look on his face. Then when the period ended, I was all "Bye Asraf." Since we werent in the same class and he said "Bye honey."
EWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!
He's gay la! And Brenda saw the whole thing and was totally freaked and asked me "I thought Asraf got stead already?" But he's always like that luh. So GAY. Be a man la, Asraf!
hoohoo, having 2 tests tmr. Social Studies and chinese test. So disgusting. Chinese and SS dont go together.

Woo! I love E-learning!
2 days somemore, damn shiok.
and to Adeline,
I'm SO SO SO SORRY that I cant go with you and Juliana to AMK hub cos my parents dont allow.
To Neelesh,
SORRY! I'm Sorry I cant go with you to Chinatown either!
Anyway,had Drama and phototaking yesterday.OMG, and it was damn hot when we were taking the photo and plus the drama tee was BLACK so it was DAMN SUPER HOT!. I think in the photo we'll come out like retarted ppl.
Had rehersal for the play we were doing in July, called, "Yesterday, my classmate died." I wanted to play the classmate who died la, but oh noo, the drama instructor had to go all "I think you should act small parts since sec 3s has more experience. you should really give the sec 1s a chance" The sec 1s can't even act! Horrible + terrible = terrihorrible. Acting like shit la! Asked them to give me 3rd degree of sadness, and they started laughing. What is the teacher's effing problem?!
So, in the end, Natasha, me, Dexter and Jinson got so fed up we sat in a corner and talked about handphones.
Went home with Fadzhana, Hui shi, Valerie and Liu Qian but me and Fadzhana ended up walking alone since Hui Shi, Valerie and Liuqian walked so slow. My grandfather can walk faster la please. took bus 70 with Fadzhana and was kind of bored so started doing catwalk at the upper deck of the bus. Almost fell down la! And Fadzhana was laughing her head off. OI! Funny arh!
Brenda was super emo today. Shan't talk about it. so..Bren, Cheer up okay? That bastard isn't worth thinking about.
And that is why I dont get into a relationship.


This is for you, Joelynn, since you asked me to post one part of the script.
Scene 6. Joshua, Alice and Kiat
Alice: Joshua! Joshua!
Joshua: What?
A: I woke up sweating last night. I had a dream.
J: It was just a dream
A: I couldn't get back to sleep
J: You should have called me
A: It was 3am
J: I wouldn't have minded
A: I called Kiat.
J: Kiat?
A: Hi Kiat, It's me.
Kiat: What time is it?
A: 3.25
Kiat: Can't sleep?
A: yup.
A: Have you finshed that poem?
Kiat: Yes.I was going to pass the poem to Amy after days of playing coy. The poems got never delivered. you know whats the moral of the story?
J: Dont spend time thinking when you should be winking?
A: Dont fall in love when you're not supposed to.
K: You know, there werent any loud fireworks or any cymbals clashing.
Joshua, Kiat and Alicia: Just a steady candle flame, then somebody decided to blow it out.
the last part was the best la! So profound. Natasha claims its not. She liked this part better:
Alicia: I'm in love with you. But I love him. It's different. Being in love and loving someone.
Joshua: Wow, you've got alot of love to give.
Kiat: Alicia, you've never really listened to me read the poem, here, I want you to have it. (joshua tries to snatch it away but fails.)
Alicia: For me?
Joshua: It probably have some pornographic lines like "Your lips are red, your bra is blue"
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and Natasha couldn't stop laughing at that part. LOL. LOL.
anyway, our Drama Club is performing at Victoria Concert Hall. Who wants to go please PLEASE tell me.

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