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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty

{/OMG: RESULTS GALORE --

Monday, May 26, 2008 ( 10:33 PM )

Visible beads of sweat lined everybody's brows
My mind's a blur
My hands filled with cold sweat
i shiver as she walks into the room, laden with papers
the room is dead silent
everybody holds their breath

RESULTS!

I failed. Isn't that sweet?
3 subjects too. expected more, but yeah~

1) Physics 50/120
kinda expected. But not so high. LOL! no, seriously, I thought I'll get lower.
2) A Math 30/80
Actually, to tell the truth, this wasn't really expected. I had quite alot of hope in it. but, oh well, it's over isn't it?
3) geography 9/30
I know. Wow! I bet everyone's jealous. I mean, of you had like 6 out of 30, you would also wish for my marks right? So, to conclude, I bet everyone's jealous. Hey, what can I do after all? the paper's gone.

But the paper's over, no use brooding over it.
bleh.
Anyway, training yesterday was funny luh.

"They damn pei leh"
"But she taller!'
"Height difference is no obstacle for true love"
"(=.=")"
"really!"
"Then marry how? He stand on stool ah?"
"Aberden"
"Then lifting the veil how?"
"Blow la!!"
"then ring how?"
"THROW LA!"

This was the weird conversation I had with Alistair.
damn funny okay! Couldn't stop laughing. Even when swimming I was like, going to laugh anytime.
LOL!
Anyway, Alistair ah, THE RING IS STILL $15 okay!
in case for you blur sotongs out there. This was what happened:

"I bought a ring for her liao"
"how much?"
"$78!"
"?! Orh, 7+8 right? So $15 only la!"
"$78 laaaa."
"So cheapskate!"
"$78! $78! $78!"

He still wont admit that its $15. It's okay, Alistair, I {totally;absolutely;definately;ofcoursela} UNDERSTAND

haha, Joking la, later he cry

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAIRE LIM!!!

Sorry about the late wishing though. Pai seh.

http://www.bre-n.blogspot.com/

CLICK IT TO GO TO BRENDA'S BLOG! AND MUST VISIT HOR!

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Friday, May 23, 2008 ( 1:38 AM )

BIOLOGY PAPER TODAY

But I dont take Bio, so I dont really care.
Got woken up by dad today. At 7am in the morning.

"You going out anot today?"
"Ya la ya la."

So inconsiderate, ppl sleeping still want to disturb.
Then at about 10plusplusplus, Clarisse msged again.
Said she couldn't go Bugis cause her friends want to go ice-skating.
Called Brenda to go meet me at J8.
And she wanted to buy handphone pouch
SO
we went to eat at Long John Silvers and met Steven PRAWN (The only reason why I call him prawn is because his sirname is Seah.)
Then walked around somemore before getting tired of that place.
So took the train down to AMK hub to search for that particular pouch that Brenda yearns for
LOL!
The only thing, or person, she yearns for is....
Nah, I'm just joking.
Walked outside of AMK hub, and It was bloody HOT!
STUPID GLOBAL WARMING!!!
Walked into the pasar malam and wah, so HOT.
I think being in the oven is much much cooler.
Then I went to ask the price of the shoulder bag and I was like feeling so damn hot.
Wah, I pity those that work there man.
Anyway, couldn't stand the heat, so dragged Brenda to this hairpin shop.
I dont think it's called hairpin shop but it sells hairclips and stuff so ya.
Saw this wig and went to try it on.

"Eh eh eh, can you imagine if JS was here? then can try it on him"
"Crazy ah you, you go try la!"
"Wah, then you take one ponytail, I take another, then put it on him."
"No lor, I think he'll ran away"
"Then I chase after him!"

LOL. Damn funny la. But Brenda didnt want to talk about him after that so I just diamdiam.
went home at about 4 plus since Brenda had to {Diediemust;nomatterwhat;kenacarbangalsomust} reach home by 4pm.
So sad lor. then somemore must walkwalk home.

My eyes are bloodshot, my breath weak and rapid
my heart thumps furiously and I feel as though I'm engulfed in fire
and It's all because of.....

STUPID GLOBAL WARMING!

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Wednesday, May 21, 2008 ( 10:43 PM )

ADDITIONAL MATHS TODAY
PHYSICS YESTERDAY
CHEMISTRY THE DAY BEFORE

Omgosh, for a moment there, I almost forgotten how to spell "Additional"
Exam stress ._.
Chemistry was...okayyy la.
Physics was the worst man.
I flip the paper and had to turn my head back again just to give Brenda the "Sure-si-liao" Look.
And she was giving me the same look back.
And Kathy in front of me was staring at the paper with her mouth open and turned back to give me this weird look like I have the answer stuck on my forehead
Lol. So funny.
I think I left about 5 question blank.
Or was it 4?
And Daddy, I know you're reading this. I tried my best okay! At least I attempted to attempt the question even though it was useless attempt.
To draw your attention back to today, I have something to announce:
LAST PAPER TODAY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES!!! YES! YES! YES! YES! YES! YES! YES! YES!
And I'm sure you guys know what's the meaning of it.
Supposed to go out with clarisse to Bugis right after it but sadly,
SHE LA!!! SICK SICK SICK!
of all days must choose this ill-fated day where I have my last paper!
Make me so sad T.T
So walked to the interchange(Complaining very loudly for the whole world to hear) and went home like a typical nerd I am not.
Complained somemore to Fadzhana whom I met at the interchange.
And complained and complained when I walked home.
Complained to my maid when she opened the gate.
Complained to grandparents when I passed them in the dining hall
Complained to my brother who was sleeping like the sleeping ugly he is.
Called up my mother to complain.
Called my dad to complain.
And went online and complained to my cousin.
Why clarisse sick? Break my heart sia. Not to see her sick but to see how I have to stay at home just makes me wanna shed a tear.
LOL
Haiz, get well soon Clarisse!
And go bugis with me cause I want buy bag.

You say the way my eyes shine, put those gorgeous stars to shame last night, I say "that's a lie..."

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008 ( 5:59 AM )

NO PAPER TODAY!

Phew, no paper today AT ALL.
So didnt need to attend school
lalala~
Woke up at 9.30 in the morning cuz couldn't get back to sleep.
Slacked around a bit, then BRENDA CALLED!
Asked me to go Ms Eugenia's place at about 2pm,
so tralalas~ Finally, I had something to do.
Went to bathe and everything and bused to Castlegreen.
and I hate global warming. SO HOT!!!
Exactly like sitting in an oven
Then when I was like walking towards Ms Eugenia's place,
My hand accidentedly swiped my ear stud and I was like
OMGOSH!!! SO PAIN!!!!!
I was on the verge of crying. It was seriously that pain.
And I was paraniod, so much so that I thought that my earhole had extended.
o.O
Can you imagine, the earhole bigger then usual
OMGosh, so freaky.
Went up to Ms Eugenia's and a few minutes later, Bren arrived not so glamourously.
Had fun there, was supposed to be studying but started fooling around. The best part was when Ms Eugenia was sitting down with us and we started crapping:

Yellow: Brenda
Pink: Ms Eugenia

"Eh, Tze Jie is soccor one right?"

"How you know one ah? How come you know so much about my students one ah?"

"Joel also in soccor one."

"Joel shouldn't be in soccor."

*Stares at her with blank look*

"He should be in hockey."

*Still staring at her with blank look*

"Then when they not enough hockey stick, they can use him cuz he very skinny"

LOL:D
I cant stop laughing. Ms Eugenia so funny!
Stayed there till about 5.30 plusplusplus then went home
Supposed to be studying for POA tmr
but yeah, I hate it and I dont understand it.
but I have to show that I'm making the effort so BYE:D

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Monday, May 12, 2008 ( 12:47 AM )

COMBINE HUMANITIES(SS) TODAY
E-MATHS PAPER ONE TODAY
pleasedontletmefailIwanttopass!pleasedontletmefailIwanttopass!pleasedontletmefailIwanttopass!

Ugh.
I think I did seriously badly.
Practically screwed up.
Please dont let me fail! I really really want to do well for Mid-year
Especially E-maths!
I want to do well for it
I dont want to see the disappointed looks on my dad's face
I dont want to feel my dad's disappointment
I dont want to hear my dad's words, "Well, you tried your best"
I dont want to lose my dad's faith in me
I dont want to fail.

There's no paper tmr and I feel a million times worse.
I dont know whats the link but yeah
Had Oral today too.
made Mr Waltor Khoo laugh.
and all I said was just to imitate my dad going all "WAAH! Your this month's phone bill $15! You better pay me back!"
and he laughed.
Daddy's flying off to China today.
Sadded man
Cuz I know I'll miss him.
okay, enough of the profounities.
Yes, it's another word from MY dictionary
Or is it a proper word??-.-
heckcare. English MYE over anyway.
Maybe I should be english teacher lor
then English would have a new revolution.
WOO!
So cool right?

ONLY HOPE
There's a song that's inside of my soul

It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again

I'm awake in the infinite cold

But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands

And pray to be only Yours

I pray to be only Yours

I know now You're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars

of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again

When it feels like my dreams are so far

Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands

And pray to be only Yours

I pray to be only Yours

I know now You're my only hope

I give You my destiny

I'm giving You all of me

I want Your symphony

Singing in all that I am

At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands

And pray to be only Yours

I pray to be only Yours

I pray to be only yours

I know now You're my only hope

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Monday, May 5, 2008 ( 5:56 AM )

Just reached home. Bleh
Tiring day today.
And today morning so HOT
Just like sitting inside oven liddat.
But hotter.
Budden during recess, the weather was much cooler
THANKFULLY and something during recess was damn funny
At first, Ee Siew looked up at the empty staircase
Then Lynn saw Eesiew looking up, so she looked up too
XiaoMan saw Lynn looking up, so she looked up too
I saw both of them looking up, so I decided to look up too
Adeline saw Me looking up, so she herself looked up
AND THEN Michelle, Juliana and Rachel didn't want to be left out, so they looked up too.
Then silenceee as all of us look at each other...
Lynn started laughing and everybody laughed like mad.
IT WAS FUNNY OKAY!
And POA was fun...For once
Sze Pei and me were totally bullying Adeline who sits between both of us.
So anyway, I was telling Adeline this:
Me: Wtheck, today need to mug again
Adeline: SO? I dont care.
Me: 什么???!!!!!
Me: SZEPEI!!!!
But there was no need for me to shout since Sze Pei heard the whole thing and we were pratically tickling Adeline from both sides since her weakest point was ppl tickling her
So she was like "OKAY OKAY!!! SORRY!!" Damn funny la!
Lalala~
Then we had this damn stupid conversation:
Me: *Drawing a star on the paper* See? I drew a star
Adeline: *looks at me with the -.- look* Lame...
But she drew two stars on the paper
Adeline: See? Two stars. Better.
Me: *stares at her with =.=" look*
I drew three stars plus one crescent moon.
Me: See? Still got moon uh. like national flag.
Adeline: *Draws a full moon* SEE??? ONE FULL MOON. BETTER
_________________
But we had to stop here since the teacher came and started telling us to concentrate.
I even took picture of it. Retardedness on the loose.
LOLxD
It was funny okay!
LAUGH.

So anyway, went home and decided that today shall not be a good time to mug since I'm so tired.
Took out a book to read. SO PROFOUND. Almost cried at this part:

Fetching his knapsack, Cam threw off the foreboding feelings from the dream. Taking out a patchment and a quill, he penned down what he wanted to say to the princess,

Please come home. This lowly apprentice misses you.

This book is a must read! Princess Nevermore! DAMN NICE!

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Thursday, May 1, 2008 ( 11:17 PM )

ENGLISH PAPER TODAY
I hope i dont fail I hope I dont fail I hope I dont fail I hope I dont fail

Had English paper today!
I think I totally wrote out of point for the composition. BlehxD
There were like 5 topics to choose from:

Argumentative Essay
Description Essay
Essay on smoking
Blahblahblah(I forgot what this is)
Friends

Wrote the last one about friends. Since it was the easiest. Think I totally wrote crap la. Like what my mom would say: YOUR STARTING AND ENDING VERY NICE, BUT THE CONTENT IN BETWEEN IS LIKE CRAP Serious, that's what she always say about my essays. Shall prove her wrong this time. WOOHOO!

But the paper's over. No point brooding about it.
Almost fell asleep doing the comprehensionxD
No idea why but I always tend to fall asleep doing comprehension:D
Was feeling faint before the paper though. Must be because I dint eat breakfast, resulting in gastric
So I had to cross my leg in order to block out the pain;D
Then halfway, the pain was so damn intense that I totally scrunched up my face >. through my head was "PAIN PAIN PAIN!"
liddat also pain. Cant imagine how pregnant woman give birth
Must be SUPER pain seh.
Okay, I'm crapping.
anyway, went home with Fadzhana and Brenda and crapped more then ever.
Adeline called me when I was out of school and told me I had to collect my sketchbook
So almost rushed back until she was like "You never take is it? Aiyah, then nevermind, I dont want take le"
And I was like, Wtheck?! -.-
Lalalas~
need to do my maths now so guess that's all
BYE:D