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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty

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Monday, May 12, 2008 ( 12:47 AM )

COMBINE HUMANITIES(SS) TODAY
E-MATHS PAPER ONE TODAY
pleasedontletmefailIwanttopass!pleasedontletmefailIwanttopass!pleasedontletmefailIwanttopass!

Ugh.
I think I did seriously badly.
Practically screwed up.
Please dont let me fail! I really really want to do well for Mid-year
Especially E-maths!
I want to do well for it
I dont want to see the disappointed looks on my dad's face
I dont want to feel my dad's disappointment
I dont want to hear my dad's words, "Well, you tried your best"
I dont want to lose my dad's faith in me
I dont want to fail.

There's no paper tmr and I feel a million times worse.
I dont know whats the link but yeah
Had Oral today too.
made Mr Waltor Khoo laugh.
and all I said was just to imitate my dad going all "WAAH! Your this month's phone bill $15! You better pay me back!"
and he laughed.
Daddy's flying off to China today.
Sadded man
Cuz I know I'll miss him.
okay, enough of the profounities.
Yes, it's another word from MY dictionary
Or is it a proper word??-.-
heckcare. English MYE over anyway.
Maybe I should be english teacher lor
then English would have a new revolution.
WOO!
So cool right?

ONLY HOPE
There's a song that's inside of my soul

It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again

I'm awake in the infinite cold

But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands

And pray to be only Yours

I pray to be only Yours

I know now You're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars

of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again

When it feels like my dreams are so far

Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands

And pray to be only Yours

I pray to be only Yours

I know now You're my only hope

I give You my destiny

I'm giving You all of me

I want Your symphony

Singing in all that I am

At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands

And pray to be only Yours

I pray to be only Yours

I pray to be only yours

I know now You're my only hope